I want to see you

We both stay in different place and so far away

Even in collage

We from different classes

Our timetable were opposite 

Since we almost reach final semester

We both keep busy with assignment and homework 

so we both doesnt have time to meet each other

Sooner or later we will keep being far away

Since distance and fate always separate us...

I don't Know

How can I feel since I dont even know what am I feel right now

Every time I ask him, "Can we go somewhere so we can spend time together"

I always ask him every times when I bring my car to collage.

He always said "We need to save budget for petrol, sorry" 

I really understand that.

and then..

I bring back my car and left it at home

because of some accident happen to my car when he drove it

I ask him again "Let's go somewhere where we can spend time together" 

Then he reply "I'm sorry, I didnt have much enough money, since I need to use that money to repair your car because of incident last week"

I dont know how to react...

Does it was my fault or.. something else

Which one? 

Should I patient or just wait

Until when?

Can someone tell me?